im back i couldnt stay away from this...THIS STUFF IS ADDICTIVE!...once u get a hold of it that is! and anyway if u dont have things to put in here it is utterly useless...but it became the diary of the new generation...the future way of letting people know stuff about you inner workings and conflicts although diaries are supposed to be kept private...but i reckon everyone of us is crying for attention at times so what better way of drawing attention on yourself than having an online blog where anyone can see what freaky shit goes on in your head when you are too high on weed or to hyped up on speed and you cant sleep...i dont even wanna mention other stuff because some people might believe im doing drugs...and btw IM NOT DOING DRUGS...much...or more than others...ok i tried, TRIEEEED, like each and every one of us did once, although they swear on the bible with the wrong hand they didnt...not because they would be retarded or autistic but merely because they were too high on something at that time...and who didnt use drugs for one purpose or another regardless of their nature or country of provenience, of their effect and their status legal or illicit, pharmaceutical or designer drugs etc etc etc...WE ALL DOoooo IiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiT! BUT WE ARE A BUNCH OF HyPOCRITS!
anyway it wasnt exactly the subject i had in mind afterall i was trying to come across and initiate new interhuman connections that would reach beyond the barriers of time space and server limits...if only i could remember what my idea was before i got trapped in this little speech...
aaa right! i was saying that this method of posting on a blog seems to me the next level in the treatment of the people who need ... or believe they need... to see a psychologist.
yes thats right it can replace a boring guy with glasses and an uncomfortable leather sofa while having the same effects and for a considerably smaller price...yup! lets think about it a little...having the time to actually get in touch with yourself...not to touch yourself...U ALL DO THAT IT U HYPOCRITS... admit it!!!...but to get in touch with yourself...allows u to get to know yourself more and realize u have issues of some sort...and thats the first step...admitting we have issues and identifying them...next step is slowly but surely dealing with those issues and finding the answer to the questions u never knew u had asked yourself till then...some wise guy once said that instead of looking in the outer space for knowledge maybe we should start looking from within...maybe not literally like this...or maybe it wasnt even a wise guy...or any guy at all...who came up with this line...but it seems to be describing pretty accurately what a bunch of ignorant bastards we are as a race...and once u started answering your own questions maybe then your entire perspective on an issue will be put in a new light or be given the privilege of a solution without calling in "professional help" ... and even more than only that people do read these things...some of them with a morbid curiosity even :)...and can express their opinions on whatever shit u put down giving u even more insight into the core of your problems...it is a win win situation if u ask me...then again if u ask me a lot of things would be different about the world...for example i would legalize drugs all of them with no exception not because i would use those or because of some other considerations but simply to see how many suckers die in the first year due to drug abuse...we would get rid of a lot useless dickheads i'll tell u that right now!
besides that governments will stop chasing ghosts and win elections based on some ficticious drug busts that dont cover 5% of the world drug traffic anyway and make way for some others that might have better ideas or at least worse so we could see both sides of the page...yeah why not in the end?
humanity is self distructive since the dawn of civilization so one way or another we will all end up in killing eachother openly or covertly so why not approach this all life and death concept more lightly then? it's not like somebody escaped from dying and lived happily everafter...i mean maybe the first time but then they lived happily till they died again...and this time with no return ticket on that flight outta here!...instead of being preocupied with some crappy shit like this maybe we should consider turning to more important subjects than life and death...our life and death btw... maybe we should think about enjoying what we have for as long as we have it without thinking about what's gonna happen next because tomorrow isnt ours we all live today and today only...and once we start thinking about that we see new horizons opening in front of our red-from alcohol and lack of sleep-eyes and we can reach further in the search for our inner persona...instead of striving to be what society makes of us all our lives what other people like to see in us maybe we should just kick back sit down and follow nature's course do what we wanna do and stop paying attention to what others believe life is for us...and im not implying becoming a bunch of lazy bastards whose only puropse in life is to sleep in the sun and eat nature's goods but rather free ourselves from all these chains that society strapped us down with and be free ... but this is such a hard thing to accomplish isnt it?...